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Don't beat yourself up sweetie. you've been through such a lot with this pregnancy its enough to try even a saint. All will be fine I am sure. You are NOT a failure Sarah xxx((((HUG))))

Once upon a time there was a child ready to be born. So one day he asked God: They tell me you are sending me to earth tomorrow but how am I going to live there being so small and helpless? Among the many angels, I chose one for you. She will be waiting for you and will take care of you. But tell me, here in Heaven, I don't do anything else but sing and smile, that's enough for me to be happy. Your angel will sing for you and will also smile for you every day. And you will feel your angel's love and be happy. And how am I going to be able to understand when people talk to me, if I don't know the language that men talk? Your angel will tell you the most beautiful and sweet words you will ever hear, and with much patience and care, your angel will teach you how to speak. And what am I going to do when I want to talk to you? Your angel will place your hands together and will teach you how to pray. I've heard that on earth there are bad men. Who will protect me? Your angel will defend you even if it means risking its life. But I will always be sad because I will not see you anymore. Your angel will always talk to you about me and will teach you the way for you to come back to me, even though I will always be next to you. At that moment there was much peace in Heaven, but voices from earth could already be heard, and the child in a hurry asked softly: Oh God, if I am about to leave now, please tell me my angel's name. Your angel's name is of no importance, you will call your angel: Mommy 'Kylie...How can you possibly think of yourself as a failure' Bev x

Moprning Kylie, One thing you aren't honey is a failure. You've put yourself totally into making your pregnancy a happy one, everyone gets nervous before an op, and after all thats what a C section is. I hope everything goes OK, look forward to hearing you boasting about how good and gorgeous baby is very soon.. Be good to yourself Magi

After having a planned c section and an emergency c section, I can fully appreciate how scared you were. I walked down to theatre for my first, and they did the epidural/spinal block there. I was convinced I would feel pain, so after they did all the normal prodding to check for sensation and saying does that hurt...I kept on saying I could still feel it. In fact the slight touch I could barely feel was infact someone prodding and pinching my tum with somthing sharp ! There was no pain whatsoever, It was a positive experience. I still can fondly getting the first sight of Kyle, he came out bum first . They dropped the screen in front at my request. It diddnt go down as far as the incision so there was no nasties to see. With my second I was induced....not nice ! Pain was horrendous and constant very quickly. Result emergency section. I would go for a section anytime especially one that is planned For me that was the less risky of the two options in the end. Elaine x

Kylie, thats such a shame, but you cant be a failure kiddo, you are nearly a mum. Dont worry too much about pulling out of the op. You needed time to rethink. Your doctor will understand how you are feeling - no need to feel bad about it. I have panic attacks and they are truly dreadful. I dont think anyone who hasnt had them can understand. People seem to think they are amusing. As someone who quite often has one as I drive on 'big' roads when a lorry comes up behind me..................... I have often considered just driving into a ditch to get it over with! God be with you. Have you got any relaxation tapes - you can buy them in quite a lot of shops now, including health food shops. YOU WILL BE FINE.

Morning Kylie, was wondering how things were going for you, sorry to hear this, those panic attacks are awful, hope the Doctor sorts things for you on Friday, take good care there, thinking of you :)

Kylie, Please dont blame yourself, panic attacks are an illness, you wouldn't blame yourself if you had flu or chickenpox. Its probably partly to do with you being pregnant that you had an attack. Try to relax and let the doctors sort it out. I will thinking of you. June xx

Kylie hang on in there young one will be with you soon, one way or another xxhugxx

after going to theatre for my c-section i got there they were all ready to put me to sleep and i pulled out at the last minute i had a panic attack i just coudlnt do it ive come home now will see my doctor on friday and see if he can induce me or let me go naturally this has affected me so bad i had nightmares last night and today stepping out my front door sent me all into a panic i just cant stop crying either well will keep you all posted