General Chat

Dear Ste Its been a long road we have traveled togeather, and now its time. Our Season is over Love Ella AKA blue eyes sparkle x So many tears I've cried for you So many prayers have been said How each night all what I have seen Is running through my head I close my eyes as tears fall And wish that you were near How I wish that you could help me I wish that you were here You'd smile through every problem You'd stay calm and sort it out You'd never seem to get angry When others scream and shout I wonder if you'll ever know How much you mean to me How I'd give my life for you to live I only wish that you could see My guardian angel I say goodbye But it's not really the end For every day I'll think of you And all my love I'll send I'm a strong believer In things I cannot see So I know that you are there Always stood right next to me I'm sorry for the wrong I did What I said I didn't mean For now I feel so much shame For who I am you have not seen You witnessed a confused child who was nothing but naive For the friendship I've missed out on All my life I'll grieve Your smile made me feel stronger Your warmth filled my heart with love And not a moment I'll forget you My angel from above You've changed who I am completely And it's all for the better I know For this I'll always thank you It's just a shame I have to go It scares me that I may never see you May never say goodbye So when I walk and don't turn back It's because I know I'll cry Im lucky to have known you But not lucky enough to stay I just hope all the other people you meet Treat you in a different way Treat you with all the warmth you deserve And the kindest words around For you were always there for us To pull us up from on the ground I cant ever say Ill forget you For I cry nearly everyday How I wish that things were different How I wish that I could stay Just a few more days now And never another chance To tell you that Im sorry Just a quick tearful glance So when each old day passes And I turn out the light Through the darkness I can see Youre never out of sight Youre a constant reminder You watch me everyday So you can just remind me Things wont always go your way Youve taught me to stand up to problems To accept the wrong Ive done And If you stand back and let go Youll be liked by everyone I dont know where you came from But youve fallen from the sky You came to my rescue And wiped the tears from my eye So now Its time to say thank you For setting things in their place For Im sure Ill never forget you Or your happy smiling face I promise I'll always remember The kindness you supplied And how I used it against you Since then how I have cried Compared to you Im nothing So keep being who you are For everyone has their hero And to me youre always my star

Is a code a few of us live by with our friends............just had this email from a friend, I guess she is saying goodby her way.

AWWWW Steve ((((hugs)))))) Really dont know what to say.........mmwahh

How can you let a friendship like that die Steve?

Diana sweets Its Ella's choice hun not mine, she must feel she to move on now to someone better or new who knows but i will still email at birthdays and christmas like i always have done You and i know how this works sweets, i will still always be here for her as i said when i replied to her I only posted this so people could see that when a person leaves our lives its not always for bad reasons Hope this makes sence Sxx

Steve....She LOVES you. Those words she wrote were beautiful, I felt really tearful reading that, I told you you were lovely and the words there do prove it. Mawahhhhhh Stella X

Stella Babes I do other stuff that a few on here know about and ella was one of them 'friends' I cant explaine but she does not love me lol but she is a very special lady and been through much in the last 2yrs I'm just glad i meet her Sxx

Steve, i'd just like to say that was beautiful hazelx

((((HUGGLES))))) and cuddles to you sweetie....all sad nowxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx)))))):

Thanks Hazel Sxx

Lisa dont be sad hun, thats life and she will move on to another Friend and enrich their lives. Sxx

Yeah i know...I have lost a dear friend also...13 years of knowing him ...we have just drifted apart... i am sad because i know how it feels and what you must be feeling right nowxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx)))):

Yes I know Lisa its sad But i look at it this way perhaps a new friend is just round the corner for me Ella will always have a box in my heart, as i hope i will in her's Sxx

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Yeah i know babes...... me expecting to lose someone soon for exactly the same reasons! xx

Bless Diana I will be here if you need me you know that xx But our code of friendship does prepare us for these things Huggsssssssss Sxx

xxxxxxxStevexxxxxxx

On a rare occation Paul and talk,yesterday we were working out ages of our families we have 15 aged 85 plus, dont think i can take that many, last time i had six in three months all mine,all close ones,,,,, cant do it not again,,,reason we were talking about them was that too many are il l

Gwen Thats a lot of aged rellys Dunno what to say to help realy, i would think your in a quite unique position, as not many people have that many rellys of that age group Sxx

There's me, 57,one cousin six years older next is cousin is 85 an they live close by