General Chat

BEING A MUM AND ALL THE OTHER
TITLES WE AMASS
WE CARRY OUR FAMILY
WE SUPPORT,WE DO ALL WE CAN
BUT WE ARE NOT ALLOWED A PASSING TEAR

Just to let you kmow. you are not alone, Susan xxx

SUSAN
THEY ARE LOVLEY WORDS AND FEELINGS

Memories eh? I am no good with words Dizzi but...between you and me...

I have all our things and silly dreams around me now
I take them with me wherever i go.
And when the time is ready, i close my eyes and you are here, and they are mine again.
I keep your thoughts and talks in an envelope which i keep close to my heart where it belongs.
A silly rose amd smiling face, a nudge a wink and memories of so long ago, still fresh and clear in our heads.
The smell of grass, a glimpse of sun, green and blue, giving way to orange and gold and amber evenings spent with you.
Sweet youth, slipped through grasping hands leaving just its memory, from which we can take a smile, sun, love and loss.
Find you again and share all again, all of of which was us.
All of these things and silly dreams, now burn my heart.
I will open the envelope and when they have all gone away, i will read them once again.

ah, memories! love Susan x

Gwen, I was just thinking about you and the anniversary dates.

NO SONGS BUT
FLOWERS
NIGHT STOCK WAS BY THE BACK DOOR EVERY TIME
WE WENT PASS THE SMELL WAS WONDERFULL


I CAN CLOSE MY EYES AND SMELL IT NOW
THEY WOULDNT LETME SEE HER AFTER
I WAS 5 MONTHS PREGNANT ,THEY WAS WORRIED
I'D LOOSE MY SON

Hey, DIZZI, do you have a special song or songs that gives you comfort when you think about your Mam and Dad? If you feel you can share them with me, i will, if you like, share my special song's with you. Stay strong and feel the love..............Susan x

Thinking of you today..Dizzi

SUSAN I DID
I STAND AT THEIR GRAVE NOW AN THEN BUT CANT GO THIS WEEKEND
I ALWAYS SAY
DONT LOOK DOWN THEIR NOT THERE
THEY STAND BESIDE YOU SO LIOOK UP
THE REASON IT HITS HARDER IS THAT
MONDAY IS MY BIRTHDAY

Please allow me to tell you my little story DIZZI.
Two weeks before my precious mum passed away, she was staying at my house. We were in the garden and i commented on the fact that it was odd that the Magpies had not nested in a huge tree, that sits in a field at the bottom of my garden that year.
I soo wanted to say to her "Mum, come back as a Magpie and that will be our sign!) I could'nt say anything of the sort because she had know idea she was dying.
My Mum went into a Hospice that week and at the weekend i had every intention of going to my Nan and Grandads grave to tell them to expert her and to please be there to meet her.
But there was no time DIZZY and when my Mum passed away on the following Friday night i was like a thing demented!
At 5am the next morning, i raced off to the cemetry. I wanted a sign, you know thunder, lightning the whole works. Anything that would convince me that they were all together.
I know this sounds silly now, but i actually sat on the grave with my hands on the stones waiting to feel heat or a tremble or just about anything really.
I stood up, and as i looked down, there, rignt in front of me , was a Magpie feather! I didnt think too much about it at first, but when i looked up, there in the sky were three Magpies and they were dancing in the sky. It was the most beautiful ariel display i have ever seen
That was 6 years ago now and Magpies seem to follow me around wherever i go.
And so i say again DIZZI, did they put them there? Yes, of course they did!

I hope this gave you a little smile today...love Susan x

SUSAN
THEY LOOKED SO PRETTY
I HAVE 60 TINY FLOWER POTS EACH ONE HAS
A TREE PEONIE SEED AND THIS MORNING
COVERED IN GEREEN FEATHERS

I DID LAST YEAR IT WAS GOOD I HANDED IT OVER TO OTHERS
WHO HAD LOST BABIES
I GOT SLAGGED FOR IT EVEN THOUGH I GAVE THREAD TO OTHERS WHO HAD NEVER SPOKEN ABOUT THEIR LOSS

must of been awfull , i personaly think if you feel there is something you can help others with it would be starting websites up dizzi where they have lost friends relatives to sudden deaths like this you would be great because you could empathise so much with people xxx

ALL SUDDEN
FOUND DAD IN BEDROOM HE WENT UP TEN MINITS LATER
WE FOUND HIM

Thinking of you on your sad day and if you want to chat about it then im sure we will listen as always , it must be so painfull for you , were they ill or was it very sudden dizzi, ? xx

Dizzi thinking of you today, x

ME MAM & ME DAD LEFT ME A LONG TIME AGO
DIDNT HAVE TIME
TO SAY GOODBYE
DIDNT HAVE TIME
TO SAY
I LOVE YOU
DIDNT HAVE TIME

ARE YOU THEIR
ARE YOU WITH ME
NEED YOU BOTH

BEEN LONLEY
WITHOUT YOU
MUM AND DAD
YOU DIDNT GIVE ME
TIME

I DIDNT KNOW YOU
WERE LEAVING
YOU DIDNT GIVE ME TIME
TIME TO SHOW YOU
TIME TO TELL YOU

HAD NO BROTHERS
HAD NO SISTERS
NO ONE TO SHARE MY CRYING
NO ONE TO SHARE MY
PAIN

NO ONE TO STAND BESIDE ME
TO SHARE WHAT I FEEL

I'VE BEEN LONLEY WITHOUT YOU
LONLEY YOUR NOT THERE

BUT I JUST WENT IN THE GARDEN
THERES FEATHERS EVERYWHERE
OKAY NOT WHITE I KNOW
BUT TINY GREEN FROM MY
PARAKEETS IN THE TREES

BUT I WOULD LIKE TO
THINK YOU PUT THEM THERE

GEORGR DIED 3/6/1976 AGE 59
PATRICIA DIED 4/6/1972 AGE 51

ME MUM AND DAD